Another day another week. I was supposed to hang out with my friend today. I was kinda looking forward to it. It would've been my first time going out since Monday. I know that's bad but I just cant bring myself to go outside. It sucks. You know what's weird? That I have tons of friends and yet, Why I'm still here, in my room with nothing to do and talk to nobody. But then, even if I did go out, it'd be the same. I walk around, glancing at the views and places that tourists would go insane for and, nothing. I'm still alone and lonely in one of the best cities in the world.Sometimes, I can't help but be sad and angry at myself, at why I can't make myself go out. I used to think that I deserved this constant loneliness but, now I realize that nobody deserves this. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy. I guess I just have to suck it up. Is not the first time I'm feeling like this, it just happens. Easier said than done on nights like these though. I'm sorta glad I can use this as my refuge though. Makes me feel better, even if it's just for a few seconds...I'll be better tomorrow, trust me, I'm sure.















































